sometime

sometime,
I feel I can not be awake anymore.
To be more clear, honest, I don't find any reason for being alive..or pretending I'm so okay.
somebody tell me that I'm selfish...but the one should know that I always miss out the chance because of someone whom I treat delicately. I will never be free from myself. Also, I don't want to hurt anyone.

I just hope I see the light to rescue me.